Too young for all this

[hopethereisnothing]

I started to feel pity for myself for being all the time on PC sites and forums, trying to find some answers and experiences while waiting for tests to rule out possible PC.

Most posts and stories are about people in their 70's and 80's ,those in their 50's and 60's considered (too young). Some people refer to their spouses, to whom they have been married for more years than my age.

Being just 39, and instead of spending my time building my career or having fun with family or friends or preparing for marriage, I am putting my life on hold for more than 7 months, from test to test and from scan to scan with no answers.This makes me feel like I am in a nightmare that doesn't want to end. Sometimes I think that the best "case scenario" is finding only a small operable tumour as I deeply believe I have PC even with all negative tests. Sometimes I think this is not fair but as I believe in God this thought is not appropriate for me. I hope a miracle happens and I get clear results from next tests and have my life back again.

[Strawberrylady]

Hi, your situation sounds a bit like mine. How are you getting on?