frustrated

[Didge]

Sheena, thinking of you today and hope the sun shines for you. Lots of love, Didge xx

[PCUK Nurse Jeni]

Ditto Sheena - from us all here on the support team at PCUK.

Jeni.

[shelda]

I'm so sorry to read about Steve, the sun is shining beautifully here today so I'm hoping it has for you and your family to say your goodbyes. Thoughts and prayers with you all at this really difficult time xx

[sheena]

The sun stayed out for us a beautiful celebration of Steve's life .my daughter read he poem and every one loved it ,excellent turn out he would of been so proud .as we got to the bottom of our road Steve was just passing they had taken him along the scenic route perfect timing .his coffin was amazing and certainly got the reaction he wanted.So now unto tomorrow another hurdle to cross but we will celebrate his birthday and remember a truly kind hearted gentleman who fought this cancer with dignity ..God bless my love sweet dreams

[Dandygal76]

Sheena, you have been so brave and considering all that has happened that was a lovely positive post in such awful times. Steve would be proud of you all, I am sure of that. Sending you hugs. x

[Fifi]

Sheena,

Pleased the funeral went well, seems surreal doesn't it?

He will always be with you. Thinking of you Sheena.

Leila xx

[sheena]

Celebrated Steve's birthday by going to the cliffs and letting off balloons ,we also went to hospice with flowers and lemon drizzle cake his favourite,I lit a candle and poured him a large glass of red wine and wrote him a card which I am sure he would of read.I am going to sign out now but maybe might feel strong enough to come back one day .best wishes to you all that have lost your loved ones or still fighting the fight.thank you to you all for the support over the last year .x

[Didge]

Sheena, sounds like a lovely way to celebrate his birthday. Take care of yourself and we forum people come and go but there will always be someone to support you whenever you need it. Didge xxx

[sandraW]

Sheena that all sounds lovely, hope you will feel the need to pop on here and let us know how you are doing, stay strong love sandrax xx Its a year today since I lost Trevor xx

[Sueoliver]

Sheena,
That sounded lovely. I still pop on here as I feel I know people and somehow I am always drawn to the forum! There is always someone here if you need them.
Take care,
Love Sue xxx

[sheena]

Update baby evie rose arrived at 5am weighing in at 8lbs 1oz a perfect end to April.I hope you survived Sandra a year already x

[sandraW]

Congratulations Sheena, what lovely news for you all, I bet she is beautiful, and what lovely names,
I hope she will bring joy into your life, and make you smile again. love sandrax I managed to get through the day, just felt sad xx

[PCUK Nurse Jeni]

Wonderful news dear Sheena!

Many congratulations - and she will bring great joy!

Take care Sheena,

Jeni.

[Linda G]

Wonderful news Sheena, something joyful to focus on! Congratulations.
xxxxx

[sheena]

Sorry to trouble you as I thought I wouldn't be on here for along time ,but today has been 3 weeks since I lost my precious Steve and I have gone into break down.I can't stop crying and wandering if I did all I could .I see him in the garden in the home I can't stop ,I have spent all evening chatting to him but it's hit me hard as I know I won't be seeing him again.why did I think I would be why has it suddenly become like this.I thought I was doing well and being strong ,he would be so cross at me but my eyes can't stop dripping