We thought at first Ray was going to get off lightly, he was knackered and that seemed to be it but now the vomiting has started. I suppose its early days and it could get even worse!
I keep thinking, he's got to go through all this and its not even a cure

He's very noise sensitive and we sit in silence most of the time, its very difficult. Everything seems to be so noisy, even the screw cap on the milk! I have to make sure doors are closed to minimise the noise in his bedroom if I'm trying to do something downstairs. I can't make any suggestions regarding food or drink (his appetite is non existent) as it makes him feel nauseous. I went in this morning having used sanitising gel on my hands and the smell made him sick.
It also makes you think about the treatments. Quite amazing I think, that in all the years of research they haven't come up with something that can damage the cancer cells without putting the boot in to the patient as well. Perhaps I'm just naive.
I'm just off loading really. Whenever I think its bad for me, I pull myself up straight away trying to imagine what its like for him.