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Mo, as stupid as it seems that feeling of control is so good, I was much the same but didn't do the 22 second thing I must admit. As you say its the last thing you can do for your beloved Peter and you want to send him off in great style. Its so lovely that you have had lots of support, it is needed...

Mo, I am so sorry,sending yet more love and hugs, sandrax xx

Mo, that's just how I felt, we are all there with you, and your proud highlander, in spirit, love sandrax xx yet more ((hugs)) should you need them

Thank you Dianne, for dealing with this, kind regards sandrax

They are all exactly right Mo, and that's were the hospice is so great they let you do it your way. I wanted to be with Trevor 24/7 and hold his hand, they were there in the background, and I knew when I needed them they would be there, peace of mind for me. I didn't want the boys to see him die, I ...

Mo, you do sound more like the usual Mo, but we don't mind which Mo we get we love them all. I am just glad to hear that Peter is more settled now, I am so glad you have Boris,his warm furry body will be such a comfort to you. Marmalade that poem was beautiful, thank you. Sending yet more hugs Mo an...

Mo, just to let you know I am thinking of you, sending more (((hugs))) to you both love sandrax xx

Mo, that's wonderful, I hope you get a good nights rest, if you do things will look better in the morning. Hospices are truly wonderful places and I am sure the hug you got from the doctor was sorely needed, our doctor was just the same, they understand just what you are going through. Sending you l...

That's great news Andrea, and great that you had many good days too W&M love sandrax xx

I just had to use my 1000 post to post on my beloved Trevor's thread who I still miss dreadfully, especially at this time of year. I also want to wish all forum members past and present, and the others who although they don't post, read the forum and hopefully get help from it, the best Christmas th...

My sentiments too Sandie, Mo is a brick, still keeping us smiling, whilst coping admirably with all the things this shitty disease throws at her. Mo, Trevor loved the Fortisip too but at least he would have Banana, and Coffee flavour along with the Vanilla, made me shudder too. Glad to hear you got ...

Oh Mo, what a horrible experience for you both. I just wish I was near enough for a coffee and a chat, and to take a turn with the pacing. You should really have rung for help, but I understand exactly that you didn't want to upset Peter again, its all so hard and so bloody scary. I have no suggesti...

So sorry to hear the sad news, what a brave and kind lady Stephua was, sending love and strength to her family and friends, love sandrax xx

Hi W&M glad to hear that treatment has finally started, and good to hear the side effects are manageable. Why oh why don't these consultants understand its all about quality of life, it is beyond me it really is, but perhaps their hand are tied tighter than we think!! Hope things continue on an even...

Hi Mo, sorry I haven't replied to your posts but I have been away for a couple of weeks and had no internet. As Marmalade said its good that Peter is back home, he really is going through the mill, at the moment, no wonder we say its a roller coaster ride!! I hope you found the gin/whiskey or whatev...